Good Girl Gone Bad

Man why do guys treat us good girls SUPER grimey but treat the doo doo mamas like they queen sheeba and can't live with out them! ...I don't understand. We do everything for you & yet u do us bad. Maybe we're the stupid ones for believing that you could be different from the rest. U put ur shxt aside from the past just to give them a chance because they begged for one and then BOOM like a bomb it blow up in yo face. Then when the next dude come along ur heart is gonna be Damaged..damaged lol but seriously Im tired of being a good girl cuz shxt @ least I'll have fun while getting in trouble but then iono. I don't wanna change myself. I like being a good girl. Don't get me wrong I do have a "bad" side lol trust me but im not superbad! (Mc Lovin) lol so guys out there who read this don't treat us wrong cuz once we're gone we're gone forever & if you do get us back itz gonna be a long road ahead. & to a certain guy who will be dubbed "daddy" (sissy u kno who lol) u better realize what you have cuz not to sound cocky but im a serious Upgrade from the other girls you dated. So you better put up or shutup. Or maybe this is a sign that I'm supposed to be with a certain someone else. But to all you goobers out there..that like playing with ppl hearts and junk and are liars! Take A Bow cuz u put on quite the show. .
p.s this can go for guys who have been wronged by girls cuz I know there are some skeezers out there. Aaggh I feel better. Lol. Now time to enjoy my goodies from the Bake Sale.
Later
2 fingahs & <3

FxCK YOU!

Im so tired of being nice to people and then out of nowhere they wanna start treating you like shxT!
so you know what? FxCK YOU!! you FxCKIN ASSHOLE!!
At first I thought maybe itz something I did but NOPE
so instead of BLAMING others for problems you have
maybe YOU ARE the PROBLEM!..mmhhmm have you ever thought of that
probably not since you think the sun rises and sets on your ass
aarrgghh you just make me so angry sometimes! Like you forgot who you are
and who I am.

p.s besides this angry little note I'm excited for the Glow in the Dark Tour tONITE!! yay!
N.E.R.D, Lupe, Rih Rih & Yeezy..HERE i COME! lol

p.s.s If you feel guitly while reading this..then you're probably the person im referring to or maybe you just been acting this way towards someone you say love. ..aaghh I feel so much better now! lol :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALCOLM X...

You were one of the GREATEST men that ever lived

SAD :(

My Hornettes LOST but itz ok..man i really wanted to see Kobe and Chris Paul go up against each othe! man that woulda been a BOMB series yo..but like i said itz ok we gonna beat the Spurs and Chris Paul is friggin HAWT! :] SPURS are LAMENESS SON!! altho i was lowkey obsessed with Tim Duncan ...i dont know why either....it was a phase..dont judge me hahaha
Chris Paul

& with that im out B ..man i cant wait to go to New York with

Beth ,Kiy, Erica & everybody

who wanna join! lol

2 fingahs & <3

p.s The Cool KIds BAke SalE..COP

05.20.08

Mikey Rocks & Inglish Gets Busy

Melodic Agape

I'm ADDICTEDI need REHABIt's my DRUG :xIt's my DELILAHI ♥ MUSIC

2 fingahs & <3

excited bes fren Greg is comin home Tuesday! Yay! :]

google Michael Brian ft. Chris Brown "All About Us" man that song is beyond sick

and the white boi is cute to! lol

Forever...

If you know me then you know i honestly LOVE Chris Brown and i will always LOVE him...he's just so amazing. I wanted to post this after i saw Beth's blog and saying how she love T.I lol but yes back to Chris! I <3 his new song "Forever" & he's on the cover of Ebony Magazine this month ..so yea everybody go cop that..

Behind the Scene footage @ the Ebony photoshoot.




dude i seriously need to see a shrink ..this cant be healty. lol o well :]
& with that I'm outro
2 fingas & <3

Nothing But God

OMG im am so blessed like i always knew this but now i just know it even more..me and God have a special connection and im pretty sure it has something to do with my mother, like honestly whenever my mother tells me something is going to happen or iam going to get something it always happen and i always ask her mommy how did you know and she always responds with God told me. Like everytime i needed he has always delivred maybe not right when i called him but he was always on time. Me and my friends were sitting around discussing school and the subject of tuition comes...im like heck yea itz way to high and talking about how they tryna charge me 800$ for an unknown reason. then i hear my other firends and they're talking about the same thing except instead of 800 they owe 10,000 to 20,00$. once they start talking i just sit back and listen to hear how blessed i am because i do not have to take out loans for school. Man loans will kill you..well everyone that i have talked to HATES them. By the grace of God i got a scholarship that takes care of everything. So when i was sitting with them i was like dude i have nothing to complain about compared to them. Then today was a good day..I was stressing about my finals and my grades for classes and being able to still turn my application to apply for summer internship at this school. I was runnig around trying find every faculty and staff member that i could find to be a reference for me ..and then i randomly wake up and something is telling me to go outside and just look in thier offices and i did and BAM! both people who are perfect to get reconmendations from are there and they agreed to do them for me! i was like thank you God. and then with my finals o man ..God just helped with those all the way! God has done so much for me not just at school or other place but he also blessed me and my family with great health and just keeps us in his grace and im so THANKFUL and Appreciative of that cuz not many people say that their parents are still married, have three daughters, all who went to and graduated from college, who are not on drugs, have jobs, and are not pregnant. So yes i am truly blessed ..I love my family and friends o yes God has blessed me with great friends who are ambitious, intelligent, beautiful, appreciative and that are going to be there for me no matter what. so i just wanted to say THANK YOU GOD for everything that i have now and that will come.
2 fingahs and <3
p.s i forgot to thank God for waking me, my family and friends up this morning because when some close their eyes they dont open them again..so everyone just be thankful for everything you have even if it is not much just think there is somebody worse off than you are.