Im so tired of being nice to people and then out of nowhere they wanna start treating you like shxT!
so you know what? FxCK YOU!! you FxCKIN ASSHOLE!!
At first I thought maybe itz something I did but NOPE
so instead of BLAMING others for problems you have
maybe YOU ARE the PROBLEM!..mmhhmm have you ever thought of that
probably not since you think the sun rises and sets on your ass
aarrgghh you just make me so angry sometimes! Like you forgot who you are
and who I am.
p.s besides this angry little note I'm excited for the Glow in the Dark Tour tONITE!! yay!
N.E.R.D, Lupe, Rih Rih & Yeezy..HERE i COME! lol
p.s.s If you feel guitly while reading this..then you're probably the person im referring to or maybe you just been acting this way towards someone you say love. ..aaghh I feel so much better now! lol :]
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
SAD :(
My Hornettes LOST but itz ok..man i really wanted to see Kobe and Chris Paul go up against each othe! man that woulda been a BOMB series yo..but like i said itz ok we gonna beat the Spurs and Chris Paul is friggin HAWT! :] SPURS are LAMENESS SON!! altho i was lowkey obsessed with Tim Duncan ...i dont know why either....it was a phase..dont judge me hahaha
Chris Paul
Chris Paul
& with that im out B ..man i cant wait to go to New York with
Beth ,Kiy, Erica & everybody
who wanna join! lol
2 fingahs & <3
p.s The Cool KIds BAke SalE..COP
05.20.08
Mikey Rocks & Inglish Gets Busy
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Melodic Agape
2 fingahs & <3
excited bes fren Greg is comin home Tuesday! Yay! :]
google Michael Brian ft. Chris Brown "All About Us" man that song is beyond sick
and the white boi is cute to! lol
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Forever...
If you know me then you know i honestly LOVE Chris Brown and i will always LOVE him...he's just so amazing. I wanted to post this after i saw Beth's blog and saying how she love T.I lol but yes back to Chris! I <3 his new song "Forever" & he's on the cover of Ebony Magazine this month ..so yea everybody go cop that..
Behind the Scene footage @ the Ebony photoshoot.
dude i seriously need to see a shrink ..this cant be healty. lol o well :]
& with that I'm outro
2 fingas & <3
Behind the Scene footage @ the Ebony photoshoot.
dude i seriously need to see a shrink ..this cant be healty. lol o well :]
& with that I'm outro
2 fingas & <3
Monday, May 5, 2008
Nothing But God
OMG im am so blessed like i always knew this but now i just know it even more..me and God have a special connection and im pretty sure it has something to do with my mother, like honestly whenever my mother tells me something is going to happen or iam going to get something it always happen and i always ask her mommy how did you know and she always responds with God told me. Like everytime i needed he has always delivred maybe not right when i called him but he was always on time. Me and my friends were sitting around discussing school and the subject of tuition comes...im like heck yea itz way to high and talking about how they tryna charge me 800$ for an unknown reason. then i hear my other firends and they're talking about the same thing except instead of 800 they owe 10,000 to 20,00$. once they start talking i just sit back and listen to hear how blessed i am because i do not have to take out loans for school. Man loans will kill you..well everyone that i have talked to HATES them. By the grace of God i got a scholarship that takes care of everything. So when i was sitting with them i was like dude i have nothing to complain about compared to them. Then today was a good day..I was stressing about my finals and my grades for classes and being able to still turn my application to apply for summer internship at this school. I was runnig around trying find every faculty and staff member that i could find to be a reference for me ..and then i randomly wake up and something is telling me to go outside and just look in thier offices and i did and BAM! both people who are perfect to get reconmendations from are there and they agreed to do them for me! i was like thank you God. and then with my finals o man ..God just helped with those all the way! God has done so much for me not just at school or other place but he also blessed me and my family with great health and just keeps us in his grace and im so THANKFUL and Appreciative of that cuz not many people say that their parents are still married, have three daughters, all who went to and graduated from college, who are not on drugs, have jobs, and are not pregnant. So yes i am truly blessed ..I love my family and friends o yes God has blessed me with great friends who are ambitious, intelligent, beautiful, appreciative and that are going to be there for me no matter what. so i just wanted to say THANK YOU GOD for everything that i have now and that will come.
2 fingahs and <3
p.s i forgot to thank God for waking me, my family and friends up this morning because when some close their eyes they dont open them again..so everyone just be thankful for everything you have even if it is not much just think there is somebody worse off than you are.
2 fingahs and <3
p.s i forgot to thank God for waking me, my family and friends up this morning because when some close their eyes they dont open them again..so everyone just be thankful for everything you have even if it is not much just think there is somebody worse off than you are.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
young and @ war
i was surfing the internet when i came across the video "sixteen at war" by the sixteen year old def jam artist named karina. My older sister Velvet kept telling me about this song but i never heard because they never play it in the bay. so when i finally hear it and see the video for the first time im like O man this song is hot fiyah! lol this song is so true. young girls these days are at war with their parents, friends, dudes and the pressures of just being a teenager. is it me or does it seem like our generation ..(especially after the class of 06) is going down hill. Like they have no drive except for when it comes to clothes and who has the latest in everything..nothing is wrong with staying fresh or whatever but dont make it your life mission. if you like fashion that much or electronics that much then go into the fashion industry..make a career out of what you love..likek honestly after high school NO ONE CARES wat the FxCK u look like lol but yea this is totally off topic from what i originally wanted to write about .sorry i just went off on a tangent lol..but yes back to my original post..this song is cool and amazing and this lil girl has talent. Two lines from the song that i really like are :
"Why am I disrespected by someone I should call brother.
And why girls feeling pretty but constantly hate eachother"
these lines are the TRUTH ..like why are guys becoming more and more disrespectful everyday. Just because you see your friend acting a fool and disrespecting women does not mean you have to follow along. Now some may say ..well maybe they didn't have any male role models or role models in general to teach them how to be a gentlemen but if you can look at rap videos and look up to rappers then why cant you pick up a book, google, or look up to rappers who are conscious and rap about more than booty shaking females, houses, cars and jewelry o and NEWS FLASH majority of the stuff is not even theirs in the music video and most end up having to sell their cars and everything but the kitchen sink to keep their houses and lavish lifestyles so in reality your role models are as Kanye would say 'people try to keep a fake ass persona they can't keep up". why not look up to Malcolm X, Martin Luther King Jr.,and if you want somebody present why not Barack Obama and for rappers why not Talib Kweli, Common,Mos Def, or like Immortal Technique just to name a few . Men of America especially African American men ...we need more role models for our male youth so when they get older they will know how to respect women, themselves and have more aspirations in life than becoming a rapper or a basktball player or anything else that invovles sports that is not your only way out! k now with the other verse: And why girls feeling pretty but constantly hate eachother"
WHY !?...WHY!? do we do this? and yes we have all done this at one point in a time in our lives. but my question is why ..when i was younger i was quick to talk about ole girl in class for no reason publicly but inside i was jealous about something she had. one day my mom told me ariana wat is talking about that girl going to do...it's not going to change anything about her and it's just going to be taking away energy you could use for something else constructive. i totally agree with my mother now ...nothing i say is going to change that person ..their not going to get uglier or anything so why waste your time on HATING them it makes no sense and another thing WHY cant women take compliments from other women and not cop an attitude some of us really are not being FAKE or SARCASTIC when we give you a compliemnt...if i say i like your shoes or makeup then damnit i mean it! dont cut your eyes or give that fake smirk look like whatever because you are contributing to why women dont give compliments in the first place. so in all...we need to just stop hating on each other and learn to accept compliments when they are given..because honestly some compliments have made my day better and reinforced the fact that my otufits or whatever i was doing was a BOmB idea lol so please lets just come together and stop trying to fight and learn to respect each other becuase if we dont then how we can demand it from men. so yea i know this blog is really long but iono i just felt like writing..so i hope it makes you think or i hope you like it ..goodnite
2 fingahs and <3 ..o and Happy birthday to my homegurl KIY!!!! & MY BOO CHRIS BROWN hahaha yes i kno im obsessed
o yea here's the video : 16 @ war by Karina:I know you will LOVE it!!
"Why am I disrespected by someone I should call brother.
And why girls feeling pretty but constantly hate eachother"
these lines are the TRUTH ..like why are guys becoming more and more disrespectful everyday. Just because you see your friend acting a fool and disrespecting women does not mean you have to follow along. Now some may say ..well maybe they didn't have any male role models or role models in general to teach them how to be a gentlemen but if you can look at rap videos and look up to rappers then why cant you pick up a book, google, or look up to rappers who are conscious and rap about more than booty shaking females, houses, cars and jewelry o and NEWS FLASH majority of the stuff is not even theirs in the music video and most end up having to sell their cars and everything but the kitchen sink to keep their houses and lavish lifestyles so in reality your role models are as Kanye would say 'people try to keep a fake ass persona they can't keep up". why not look up to Malcolm X, Martin Luther King Jr.,and if you want somebody present why not Barack Obama and for rappers why not Talib Kweli, Common,Mos Def, or like Immortal Technique just to name a few . Men of America especially African American men ...we need more role models for our male youth so when they get older they will know how to respect women, themselves and have more aspirations in life than becoming a rapper or a basktball player or anything else that invovles sports that is not your only way out! k now with the other verse: And why girls feeling pretty but constantly hate eachother"
WHY !?...WHY!? do we do this? and yes we have all done this at one point in a time in our lives. but my question is why ..when i was younger i was quick to talk about ole girl in class for no reason publicly but inside i was jealous about something she had. one day my mom told me ariana wat is talking about that girl going to do...it's not going to change anything about her and it's just going to be taking away energy you could use for something else constructive. i totally agree with my mother now ...nothing i say is going to change that person ..their not going to get uglier or anything so why waste your time on HATING them it makes no sense and another thing WHY cant women take compliments from other women and not cop an attitude some of us really are not being FAKE or SARCASTIC when we give you a compliemnt...if i say i like your shoes or makeup then damnit i mean it! dont cut your eyes or give that fake smirk look like whatever because you are contributing to why women dont give compliments in the first place. so in all...we need to just stop hating on each other and learn to accept compliments when they are given..because honestly some compliments have made my day better and reinforced the fact that my otufits or whatever i was doing was a BOmB idea lol so please lets just come together and stop trying to fight and learn to respect each other becuase if we dont then how we can demand it from men. so yea i know this blog is really long but iono i just felt like writing..so i hope it makes you think or i hope you like it ..goodnite
2 fingahs and <3 ..o and Happy birthday to my homegurl KIY!!!! & MY BOO CHRIS BROWN hahaha yes i kno im obsessed
o yea here's the video : 16 @ war by Karina:I know you will LOVE it!!
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