Thanksgiving

So yea today was Thanksgiving & I honestly enjoyed everything about this one. Dont get me wrong I love my family..it's just that this year it was just my parents, sissy's and thier boyfriends & it was so drama/stressful free. My aunts usually do or have to say somthing to start some crap..but yea that's a TOTALLY different blog by itself. My mommy and I slaved in the kitchen for hours but I didnt mind because i love to cook..where were the other family members..dont ask cause i couldnt tell you lol. After eating dinner..for some odd reason "scarlet takes a tumble" pops in my head so im like dude have u seen this video & everybody is like nahh. so of coure i get on the computer and grace everyone with Scarlet. OMG my family laughed so hard..we literally cried. To make matters funnier..my older sister boyfriend Beaster (nickname)is drinking soda while watching the video and accidentally spits his soda all over my middle sister boyfriend Texas(nickname) back. LMAO...He had an all white tee on to...FRESH and CRIPS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.... man he had this huge stain of red juice going down his back..O man. that just sent us over the edge..we laughed for @ least 20 minutes straight. I couldnt even breathe!!
O man priceless
I loved this Thanksgiving..I am truly thankful for everything & i thank God everyday for it.
Now time to hit them sheets..getting up in like 4 hours to go shopping..im excited cause im shopping but not the crazy people im going to run into..im just saying if someone pushes me it's OVER lmao.
2 fingahs & <3 partners

He does it again...

Ye has made me fall in love with music all over again. People been saying that they not really feeling the CD..but like they say to each their own..but people come on people 808's & Heartbreak is DOPENESS wrapped up & covered in plastic..but maybe cause I'm an LA girl..one of my favorite artists Andy Warhol puts it best when he said ("I love Los Angeles. I love Hollywood. They're beautiful. Everybody's plastic, but I love plastic. I want to be plastic.")..but im not SPOILED!.
Say You wiLL is probably my favorite song by far O and Bad News & Robocop..no wait..wait..UGH. I cant decide..I just love the entire album!
Thanks for not disappointing me Kanye.
2 fingahs & <3

Homecoming

So yea today im going home.b t dub much needed break because I miss the fam & homies. but also because I feel like Im losing a sense of who I am & why im in school first off. I have high hopes that when I come back I'll be more focused.
P.s im lowkey depressed because I didn't get to go buy my Kanye Cd. I can honestly whole-heartedly say that I LOVE that man...like honestly he's so dope but it's beyond that it's like his music speaks to me on different levels that other music can't.
P.s.s. Sometimes music is the only thing that can bring me back to sanity.

Well..Here you Go

so yea lately i've been feeling like im losing sense of myself. of course we all mature as we get older..well some..but that's not it. I feel like life is flying by me.
this song brings me peace...

Breathe (2 Am) - Anna Nalick

Need A Break

Sometimes I wish I could just use that clicker and pause my life and just take a deep breath. I need a break from life right now. I need to go home and be with family and friends who really know me and not just think they do. Don't get me wrong I love my friends @ skool but I just miss my sissy'z&brodiez. Maybe today is not just a good day. Iono but im homesick right now. Im tired of partying.im tired of all the drunk kids. Im tired of all the fake/whorish dudes. Im tired of boring classes. I just want to relax and not do nothing. Is that so wrong. & honestly just cuz I don't want to do anything doesn't mean you don't have to either. *lightbulb* maybe im not going because I need a break from u. I need my space to damnit! ..ok sorry I know that sounded kinda harsh but it just spewed out of brain/emotions right now. I need a break from these scandalous/whorish/broke using ass mofo's up here. Fareal does it look like I have STUPID written across my forehead HELL NO!.so go find another woman no scratch that u don't want or deserve a REAL WOMAN u can go get a nasty skeezer Cuz ur nothing to me. So yea that's what I feel I need a break from. & to bad I don't feel better even after venting on this thing. Aaarrgghhhh. Maybe I will later. Ggeeessh. I have more to write later so expect another one of these bad boyz.
Im outro partners
2 fingahs & <3

This Gurl caN SAANG!

JAZMINE SULLIVAN! man this is my chick! I LOVE her new song "Need You" ..
WooH when i mean this woma's voice is so BOMB that it gi ves me gOOseBumpS when i hear it man! She is the truth! Im so thankful for her rite now cuz i was getting tired of the same ole same ole ish. Psshh R&B divas better watch out cuz Ms. Sullivan is on the scene! if u havent heard her song then ur LAME and u will continue on the lame path until you have turned on ur ears and tuned out to this upcoming PHENOM!

coming where im from

So yea I haven't blogged in like forever ..with all the THANKS going to work! *sarcasm* but recently a best friend of my was decieved and hurt my someone we called a friend and for her a closest friend. We decided we will not talk to this person right now but I can't just cut someone off without letting them know why.she doesn't owe him an explination but I feel I do cuz yes he did hurt me becuz he hurt one of my best friends but he didn't do the act to me so for me to shut him off w/o telling him why I think would be kinda unfair..and yes u guys might say well he wasn't fair to ur friend when he hurt her so why should I be fair with him.. Thing is I don't know why but my parent always told me if something is bothering u then let it out. And no im not gonna say anything to bust out my fren or him but im jus gonna let him know that I've learned of somethings about that I don't approve of or like. But when I do this I hope she understands where im coming from..man I just don't know how to tell to her cuz I don't want her to be mad @ me cuz her friendship means the world to me she's like my friggin sister! Aagghh man I HATE this!